Agony Of Defeat

I've been holding this back for so long
It's all over so tired of looking over my shoulders
What you say what you say
Is a mistake every day I pray that I don't break
Liar is what you say to me
A new disease that I can't defeat
Liar this is fate everything will break
You're alive--alive here in me
You're alive--alive here in me
It's alright I said I'm sorry a thousand times before
It's alright I can see you crawling
Broken down on the floor
Giving inside don't deny
What you feel for me
Everything is alright
I'm still breathing life is deceiving
These addictions are killing me
Why you betray all
Every word that you say is ok
It never meant anything
And I've been waiting for so long
Never come back home
You're alive--alive here in me
I have these questions with no answers
They're buried inside of me
I have no reason that I can give you
It's inside but I'm still breaking