Cynical Limit

Waiting,
Making my thoughts
Betray the oath that I have taken

Don't say,
That just cause I'm tempted
I betray the vow I'm making

As I look beyond
I see nothing there, and something's wrong
What do I stand to gain
If I throw it all away

I decide if there's nothing left to be
Of you and I, decision's up to me
Why must I bear the burden of the plea
Cause it's tearing at me now
Wearing on me now
Nothing left to be

Saying,
Seems all I do
Is wager nothing while I'm playing

Changing
Is what keeps me hoping
I'll make way with what your paying